Saturday, July 7, 2007

~My All~

Love the feeling of the presence of you,
You're the one who makes me weep,
And also the one whom i love most deep,
Guarding the love that you gave me,
Most precious, most loving, you gave me your love, but when you took it back,
You took my soul with it,
The world can scorn, the world can mock,
But my love for you, will not be stopped,
By any obstacles, any stones or rocks,
The feeling is pure, the feeling is kept,
In the deepest, most special place in my heart,
But now, I roam, looking, searching, for the love,
The feeling that you once entrusted me with,
Which seems to have disappeared, from it's original place,
Where has it gone?

Give me your love, let me accompany you,
To the future, the stars, and beyond,
Hand in hand, even if all os lost, we still remain,
Hand in hand, forever together, never parting,
Looking at you smile, all my fears disappears,
my doubts never re-appears,
Missing you, where are you? The one i love, the original you,
Give me your love again, and i promise you with all my heart,
Happiness I will provide, love i will sacrifice,
Your needs come first, your life is my priority,
Never tired, never fading, never wavering,
I give you my life, I surrender my all,
To you...
For Friendship

+~* Sweet words are easy to say,+~* Sweet things are easy 2 buy,+~* But sweet people are difficult to find.+~* Life ends when U stop dreaming,+~* Hope ends when U stop believing,+~* Love ends when U stop caring,+~* Friendship ends when U stop sharing.+~* So share this with whom ever Uconsider a friend.+~* To love without condition,+~* To talk without intention,+~* To give without reason,+~* And to care without expectationis the heart of a truefriend...take care~
~Memories~

Why do you keep pestering me? Why do you care? You said you don't love me anymore, so I shouldn't even care, I thought it was over, and we were back to normal, but everytime you talk to me, it was back again, the flooding memories, the unbearable pain, drowns my senses, ensnares my rationale, I forget myself, I go out of this world, why is this happening to me? You said i hurt you, you said i flirted around, while all the while my heart was with you, my soul contained nothing but you, our promises, our love, to care, to provide, love that can never end, always forgiving, no matter what happens, all gone, all because of your blunder it pains me to say, but it's too late, our memories, our love, forever chained to the kingdom of eternal sadness, forever waiting, chained, in the realm of despair, for the love that will never come, forbidden love, what can i do? Live with the burden, weighing down my hopes, my dreams, for the need for you is too powerful, yearning for you to understand, that the love you gave me, has etched itself deeply into my soul...cannot be erased, cannot be forgotten, come back to me, i pray, hear my prayers, hear my call, my need for you, my heart seeks for your presence...forever...
The evening wind blows through my senses, bringing the dissapointment you gave me, i thought it was over, why did you have to dig up the old wound? If you truly believed me, why did u remind? What have i done? What have i caused you? You chose to believe the outsiders, sided kwith lies and confundment, am I nothing to you? After all i've said, all i've done, what i've said meant nothing, what i've explained was useless, sounded like irritated bee's in your ears... Then why forgive me? Why give me the comfort? When, in the end, you still didn't believe me, in the end, was the feeling of pain and emptiness you've caused me... why? What have i done? I really do not understand... a game it may be to you, but the price of a lifetime it is to me...

''What have i done?''