~Saranghamnida~

After a while,the feeling fades a little...watching u smile...watching your tiny movements...seems to fill my heart a bit of the entire emptiness...don't know since when...i've suddenly reached the decision...to stop chasing...to stop hoping...to stop dreaming...to stop wishing...everything to do with you...my heart still aches it's true...but don't know since when...i've put you in a corner...within my deepest feelings...inside me...forever embedded...now...everything seems to be about you...to live for you...to live behind you...never beside you...looking out for you...taking care of you through a veil...a veil of ignorance...a veil of happiness without my presence...i don't know why u still care for ''the guy''...it's obvious...even if you don't wanna admit it...maybe it's the same way i feel for you...though u'll never know...i've hurt a soul because of that...and it's the biggest sin i've committed over all...no...it's not your fault...it's my own rashness...it's my own wishful thinking...luving you...is the only reason for my sanity...i wear a mask during the day...to mask my feelings...no one will ever know...how deeply i've fallen in luv with you...you've decided a shield of ignorance...casted a barrier...forever in which i cannot pass...to go to you...to continue luving you...please do remember this one thing...i ask of you...there's a man...who loves you so much..there's a man..who can't even say I love you..by your side I put my hand out and at a path were you can always reach me I, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you...forever and ever...even if you don't know...even if u pretended not to know...ill always be behind you...saranghamnida Alice Lee...

~I Luv You~

A person a like you..Why did you take my heart without my permission?Im living with so much difficulty..

But you dont even know..I know.. that its not me

That im not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye

But sometimes cant you share your smile with me too?Even if its not love Please turn back just once sometime..

If I wait endlessly like this today

Again its the one word in my heart that I cant keep inside

I love you...

Yesterday, I layed my head on my desk

And I think I fell asleep grieving for you

When I opened my eyes, the tears had smudgedYour name and hopeless doodles

As I look at your back image which I got so used toI say those silent tear-like words,I love you.

credits~tim hwang/aheeyah

-A Man-

It must've been a long time. Long enough for these words to become colorless. Even if I just see your eyes, I know everything, Like your friend, like your shadow.
We must've been together always. When you're having hard time and you are sad, even when you're lonely. Holding onto seperation a bit longer, Even when I'm hurting to wipe away your tears..
There's a man. Who loves you so much. There's a man. Who can't even say I love you. By your side I put my hand out and at a path were you can always reach me I, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you.
To make you laugh, I think of only that and When and where ever you are I'm watching you and missing you. And who worries of only you,
There's a man. Who loves you so much. There's a man. Who can't even say I love you. By your side I put my hand out and at a path were you can always reach me I, who cherishes you more than myeslf, am with you.
For the thousandth time I swallow and again for ten thousandth time I try to set
everthing straight. I want to tell you. I think I'm going to go insane but.. I want to embrace you all at one but...
There's a girl, who doesn't know I'm like this. Who receives love but doesn't even know that it is love. Leaving you, who is as foolish as I and sad, At this moment tears come but I'm happy. It's because you're by my side. ..



credits~kim jong kook/aheeyah