I Miss You

do you think my day is complete without you?
do you think I can have 'a nice day' without you?
I may have other friends,
but it isn't the same as being with you.
I'm not procrastinating about your absence,
not implying that you can't have your own life,
but if one day you decide that I'm no longer your confidant,
although it's not your style,
please tell me straight without just drifting off.
without a sound.

Am I?

Am I wrong to stay true to my love for you?
Am I wrong to stick to my decision?
Was I wrong all this while?
Am I wrong to love you?
I never once doubted my love for you,
Why is people doubting my ability to love?
Is it wrong to only love one person forever?
Is it wrong to do so, even though the outcome may not be what I desire?
Why?
Have I not learnt to cherish what is before me rather than give in to my desires?
I know my limits, I know what I want now,
so please, I beg to all the people who cares for me,
this is what I want, this is what I've decided,
please, please do me this one, big favor,
and support me if you want,
but don't discourage me if you do not accept my love.

If you're away from me

Alive but not living,
Dead but not departed,
yeah, hanging in between,
It'll be tough if you're away from me too long. =(

why

you seem to be cropping up in my dreams nowadays.
hmm...wonder why that is.

Thank You

a bit perplexed at this,
but acceptance is divine,
it may or may not be,
whichever it may be,
I thank you for saving my life.
I really am not capable of dealing with this alone,
so I thank God for everything that has been happening,
and I thank you for keeping me alive.