Where Art Thou?

As I float in this calm abyss, where time and tide doesn't exist.
And though I thought this trap was shut, my traitorous heart more often than not.
In this valley of winter my heart sings to thee
' Where art thou? My lovely spring? '

Prove Me Wrong

prove me wrong in my assumptions and I'll prove you right on your expectations.
-Ivan

My Heart

You took my heart away, let it sway, dropped it like a rock, broke it like glass, and the best part of it all, never gave it a glance, stepped on the pieces, ground it with your foot till it became fine dust. And when you looked back, you said, 'Why didn't you take it back if you knew it would become so?'

Even If

Cause even if you were the only one in my eyes, comparison is naught when all you care is whether you were ever in his eyes.

Consequences

We live with the consequences of our choices, so please, stay away from me.

You should now know the road you took would give you the ending now. So please, don't look for me ever again.

From the near future to then on, you go your way and I'll go mine. Let our paths never cross, I'll never look behind.

I Thought

They say time will tell and show everything,
I thought it was true, I thought fate was adamant.
But as the saying goes and stays true,
Affections grew deeper, and yearnings grew stronger,
Without my consent or knowing, I stayed without noticing,
For a certain someone's restitution, and the appearance of a once familiar situation.

When I Started

It seemed like eternity, this bleak sight.
Then I saw the first light of dawn, drawing me from the darkness and beyond,
And when I started living for myself again, it was refreshing like the first drop of rain.
When I stopped living only for you, it was like the first breath I drew.

Do You?

Preconceived, unfinished, unrefined,
Where does your heart lay? And where does mine?
And like the sun is irrevocably red and the oceans, doubtlessly, blue.
Do you, may I ask, feel the same way about me too?

It Is What It Is

You do not dictate or define what it is, it is what it originally was.
Why should it be what it is not, embrace it willingly is what it did.
You cared not an ounce when you should have, what right did you earn,
Why should it be concerned or even be aware?

Father's Letter To Son

From 'A Father's Letter To A Son'

No one is indispensable, nothing in the world that you must
possess. Once you understand this idea,it would be easier for you to
go through life when people around you don't want you anymore,or when
you lose what/who you love most.

Love is but a transient feeling, and this feeling would fade with
time and with one's mood. If your so called loved one leaves you, be
patient, time will wash away your aches and sadness. Don't over
exaggerate the beauty and sweetness of love, and don't over exaggerate
the sadness of falling out of love.

You honor your words, but don't expect others to be so. You can be
good to people, but don't expect people to be good to you. If you
don't understand this, you would end up with unnecessary troubles.

I guess on all counts, your final decision conquered everything else you may have said or meant before. You just weren't into it, specifically, with me.

In that vicious cycle, I guess I was at the worse end of the stick, but you gave me an indefinite reason to not see you ever again. Thank you for showing me that it's not right to love someone who doesn't appreciates and doesn't know what he/she wants.

A small part of me says to you 'to hell with the guy you love, and I thought you'd be smart enough to choose someone who really appreciates you, guess I was as wrong as I can ever be. Enjoy it while it lasts.'

The Scoundrel

Once I thought everything was great,
With you I saw the future and all was an ace.
But then enter the scoundrel we call fate,
Who whisked you away and left me with nothing but hate,
The one thing I believed in put me in that very state,
where I wait, and wait.

If There's A Tomorrow

If there's a tomorrow, I wish you will never be there.
As the harbinger of my bliss and sorrows, it is more than I can bear.
So as this final act of anguish, let not your presence stay,
But only your memories shall I cherish, let everything else be slain,
Like sand washed away by the rain.

A Deafening Silence

Like the fire that blazes its flames into the night sky, somehow, sometime, it will soon end it's glory-basking. and when that occurs, you will see naught but the ashes in it's once glorified place. and all you'll see is the never-ending horizon of blackness and a deafening silence.

Maybe

Maybe I'll never die,
I'll just keep growing younger with you,
And you'll grow younger too.
Now it seems too lovely to be true,
But I know the best things always do. - Ashley Yap

All That Is Needed

All that is required is a sincere heart,

everything else is for naught.

Insignificant excuses and pointless squabbles,

useless rules and senseless quarrels.

Why make it as complicated as it can be,

when nothing else matters but you and me.

falling in love

It starts with a glance, and goes on to another clear look. It leads on to searching for it, that face, that feeling it brings with it. you carry on getting to know, wanting to know, and then you finally reach the high point of realizing that you fell for it, you crave for it and you want it so badly you can't just walk away even if you wanted to anymore. that's how you fall in love, yes? =)

Shakespeare's Sonnet 145

Those lips that Love's own hand did make

Breathed forth the sound that said 'I hate'

To me that languish'd for her sake;

But when she saw my woeful state

Straight in her heart did mercy come,

Chiding that tongue that ever sweet

Was used in giving gentle doom,

And taught it thus anew to greet:

'I hate' she alter'd with an end,

That follow'd it as gentle day

Doth follow night, who like a fiend

From heaven to hell is flown away;

'I hate' from hate away she threw,

And saved my life, saying 'not you.'

A poem he dedicated to his wife, Anne Hathaway. Unbelievable talent.

who knew?

you thought it was heaven, he thought so too. one moment of hesitation, without a doubt. who knew what it led to, you now scream and shout. the choice was yours to make, no one else could partake. now it is all over, you see him for who he is, who knew your so-called love story, who ever come to this?

我以为-品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

Got this in a dream

'you can provide her wants but is it what she needs? her wants are not as vital as her needs but if her wants surpasses her needs, can you still give her what she wants if by doing so you're doing the right things for the wrong reasons?'

A Mask In Which You Wear

'U need not to feel her anymore ;) wish u luck. Bless you.'

I have never ever felt like hurting you before, but this? Please, your words and concern after all you've done makes your intentions seem like a joke. Wait, there wasn't even concern at all in the end, just a blank wall of ignorance to my feelings.

Don't ever leave messages like this in the only safe place where I can speak freely ever again. Get on with your life.