Even If We Separate So Many Times

I'll use up the rest of the life I have.I'll tell of my heart that I've had for a long time.Even if we seperate so many times,we're going to see each other again.Fate doesn't forget and takes us away.It'll tie us up on the same day and in the same place.I end the seperation that follows usand I get on my knees before you.From the beginning it was only you.All of my love.Fate doesn't forget and takes us awayIt'll tie us up on the same day and in the same place.Do you know. Do you know of the sadness that's become an illness. Even if I believe that I've always had youThe love that I couldn't have..Your love...

-My Last Prayer-

The last prayer but one I make to you is,that you will believe this of me.'

My last prayer of all,is this. It is useless to say it,I know,but it rises out of my soul. For you,and for any dear to you,I would do anything. I would embrace any sacrifice for you and for those dear to you. Try to hold me in your mind,at some quiet times,as sincere in this one thing I ask of you. The time will come when new ties will be formed about you-ties that will bind you yet more tenderly and strongly to this home. When the picture of the person you call your soul-mate looks up in yours,when you see your own bright beauty spring up anew in your blessed children,think now and then that there is a man who would give his life to keep a life you love beside you..my love..for all eternity..towards all the endless voids..waiting for you..

If It's Your Wish...

I shouldn't have fallen in love with you If we knew it hurts so much..
Among the so many loves Along the journey of love Why is our love so painful If i ever knew I shouldn't have asked for your love..
My greed caused you heartbreak..
If I forget..then it would be alright I'm saying good-bye with a word of thanks
I'll let you go..
As you wished I'll live with smile pretending to be happy..
If it's your wish I'll pretend to be happy and live with a smile..
To live in that way to forget every single day If that is your wish..I'll try..
I feel so guilty to fall in love with you I can't wipe out our love..
Despite putting it aside many many times I hate Heaven who let us meet Why she sent you to me..i really don't know..
Knowing it'll end up like this I'll let you go
If it's your wish I'll pretend to be happy and live with a smile
To live in that way to forget every single day..
If that is for you
I won't say a word when you leave
I wouldn't want to be a burden to you
For I'm just not good enough to be able to fill your happiness..

Luving you forever...

Just wanna say~

The heartbreaking pain,
The tears flowing for you,
The useless messages,
The unbearable wait,
The...
It's just i luv you too much,
Luving you till' i forgot myself,
In the phase of forgetting you,
I realized i luved you more and more,
Just can't forget you,
Just can't leave you,
Hoping,waiting,
For you to accept who i am,
Wihout a thought,
Without a doubt,
Luving you forever,
Seeing you happy,
Even with someone else,
Eventhough it breaks my heart,
Eventhough...
Just luv you so much,
Just can't bear to let you go,
But,for you to be happy,
It's just not worth it,
To keep holding on,
Neglecting your feelings,
Forgetting about you,
Just wanna say...
Take care,
I will watch from afar,
Forever beside you if you need me,
Forever waiting if you luv me,
I'll be around if you look for me,
Hope you'll be ok,
Take care...


All I wanna say,
To forget you is an impossible task,
I can only luv u more,and more,each day~

~My All~

Love the feeling of the presence of you,
You're the one who makes me weep,
And also the one whom i love most deep,
Guarding the love that you gave me,
Most precious, most loving, you gave me your love, but when you took it back,
You took my soul with it,
The world can scorn, the world can mock,
But my love for you, will not be stopped,
By any obstacles, any stones or rocks,
The feeling is pure, the feeling is kept,
In the deepest, most special place in my heart,
But now, I roam, looking, searching, for the love,
The feeling that you once entrusted me with,
Which seems to have disappeared, from it's original place,
Where has it gone?

Give me your love, let me accompany you,
To the future, the stars, and beyond,
Hand in hand, even if all os lost, we still remain,
Hand in hand, forever together, never parting,
Looking at you smile, all my fears disappears,
my doubts never re-appears,
Missing you, where are you? The one i love, the original you,
Give me your love again, and i promise you with all my heart,
Happiness I will provide, love i will sacrifice,
Your needs come first, your life is my priority,
Never tired, never fading, never wavering,
I give you my life, I surrender my all,
To you...

For Friendship

+~* Sweet words are easy to say,+~* Sweet things are easy 2 buy,+~* But sweet people are difficult to find.+~* Life ends when U stop dreaming,+~* Hope ends when U stop believing,+~* Love ends when U stop caring,+~* Friendship ends when U stop sharing.+~* So share this with whom ever Uconsider a friend.+~* To love without condition,+~* To talk without intention,+~* To give without reason,+~* And to care without expectationis the heart of a truefriend...take care~

~Memories~

Why do you keep pestering me? Why do you care? You said you don't love me anymore, so I shouldn't even care, I thought it was over, and we were back to normal, but everytime you talk to me, it was back again, the flooding memories, the unbearable pain, drowns my senses, ensnares my rationale, I forget myself, I go out of this world, why is this happening to me? You said i hurt you, you said i flirted around, while all the while my heart was with you, my soul contained nothing but you, our promises, our love, to care, to provide, love that can never end, always forgiving, no matter what happens, all gone, all because of your blunder it pains me to say, but it's too late, our memories, our love, forever chained to the kingdom of eternal sadness, forever waiting, chained, in the realm of despair, for the love that will never come, forbidden love, what can i do? Live with the burden, weighing down my hopes, my dreams, for the need for you is too powerful, yearning for you to understand, that the love you gave me, has etched itself deeply into my soul...cannot be erased, cannot be forgotten, come back to me, i pray, hear my prayers, hear my call, my need for you, my heart seeks for your presence...forever...

The evening wind blows through my senses, bringing the dissapointment you gave me, i thought it was over, why did you have to dig up the old wound? If you truly believed me, why did u remind? What have i done? What have i caused you? You chose to believe the outsiders, sided kwith lies and confundment, am I nothing to you? After all i've said, all i've done, what i've said meant nothing, what i've explained was useless, sounded like irritated bee's in your ears... Then why forgive me? Why give me the comfort? When, in the end, you still didn't believe me, in the end, was the feeling of pain and emptiness you've caused me... why? What have i done? I really do not understand... a game it may be to you, but the price of a lifetime it is to me...

''What have i done?''

It's not what i wanted...

爱一个人，不一定要拥有他。。
说得也是。。 可是，如果可拥有他的话那有多好。。
你，一直都存在着。。 一直都在我心里存在着。。
少了你我该这么办？ 我爱的人还是你。。 你要相信我，这可不是我要的东西。。

To be loved is a blessing, To love is not a sin...

Missing you night and day, wanting and hoping to see you everyday, listening to the soothing music, thinking of you, feeling for you, hopes seem lost, happiness seem gone, where are you? how are you? Loving you so deeply, not feeling, not regretting, to be loved is a blessing, to love is not a sin, the winds whispers my love, the evening sky etches my need for you, if i respond to your call everyday, and if i don't one day, come fast i ask, for i may need you right away...

-Angel-

Looking at you through the window,
Seems so far, yet so near,
Love hath no physics like a grief so deep,
thinking of you every night, every day,
every particle moving throughout my body,
move in waves everytime the thought of you appears.
My love for you knows no boundaries,
Even after a thousand, or even millions of years,
Though my body will decay,
Memories of me will fade,
Only remains is my love for you,
Still shining brightly atop my grave,
Still waiting, still missing.
It warms me deeply,
In the cold, cold world,
My memories of you,
Etched deeply within my skull,
Never losing,never fading,
Forever accompanies me,
Wherever i go, wherever i roam,
Gives me strength, gives me the will,
Like a guardian angel, gives me light,
to go on, to face anything that stops me,
getting to you, eternal love that will never change,
Till the niche of time...

What's in the name of Love?

Love is everything someone needs,
Love for your family,
Love for your friends,
And your special one.

Don't say love is nothing,
Love may give you the strength to live and to face problems,
Love may also take away life...

Hence,learn how to love,
and be loved,
Learn how to say 'I Love You'...
Because you won't know what will happen the next minute,
you might not have the chance to tell him or her how much you love and cherish them...

Why Should I Hope?

Why should i hope? Why should i dream? It's pointless or so it seems, the happiness was temporary, the pain was permanant, watching you smile, takes my breath away, but only a slight twinge of the feeling, or truth to be said, what has happened? I wonder why, has it gone away? Or has it buried itself? Lost forever? Or re-emerging someday?

How can i ever forget you?...

How can i tell you? How can i make you understand? All that we've been through, ended just like that. I never knew how it felt, till the day i lost you, i regretted so painfully after that. When you said you loved me, i felt terribly grand, but when you left me, the world's gone bland, sadness was certain, pain was there. You knew how much i loved you, but you didn't seem to care. What could i have done? I just blindly compared, till you said you hated me, there was nothing more to spare...

I thought i had forgotten you, so wrong i was there, but the feeling just won't go away, i'm really in a daze. How am i supposed to forget you, i asked myself that, i hope i can find the answer, before it's too late to mend...

God how i loved you, only i myself can fare. I just hope you remembered, it was me and you back then...

Nevermore...

After so long, after awhile, i thought i've finally forgotten you, but it's been a while, how i hope to forget you, i don't have a clue why, i just want to forget, i'm not giving myself a chance, what can i do? i'm really in a daze...

I tried to put a distance between me and you, for fear of falling back in love with you, it was hard to accept the truth, that there was nothing left of me and you, hard was it to bear, that you're no longer there, in that one special place, in that everlasting space, i once put you there, but now the place is bare, when will you return?

To my side, in which i hope you will once again, reside...

Never-ending story...

Why has it begun? When will it ever end? When will all this madness become and end? Suffering ceaselessly through the times, wondering where's the exit, it's only a matter of time, though it feels like it will never go away, i seem to enjoy it, day by day, what is happening, i do not really know, i just hope it'll go, and never again show, what am i thinking? And why am i feeling? It's just a waste of time, and it's not my line, the great burden it contains, i never dreamed i would retain, how can i throw it away? When all it does is stay and stain? Though stupid it may sound, but memories it contains, precious to me it is, but it's not a bliss, it's a fantasy, never a reality, so it will never come around, why am i dwelling? In this never-ending story? Where there is nothing of use, drowning in the pool of sadness, where there is nothing but despair, one day it will crumble, sadly with me, if i do not get out of it, as quickly as time allows me...