~Saranghamnida~

After a while,the feeling fades a little...watching u smile...watching your tiny movements...seems to fill my heart a bit of the entire emptiness...don't know since when...i've suddenly reached the decision...to stop chasing...to stop hoping...to stop dreaming...to stop wishing...everything to do with you...my heart still aches it's true...but don't know since when...i've put you in a corner...within my deepest feelings...inside me...forever embedded...now...everything seems to be about you...to live for you...to live behind you...never beside you...looking out for you...taking care of you through a veil...a veil of ignorance...a veil of happiness without my presence...i don't know why u still care for ''the guy''...it's obvious...even if you don't wanna admit it...maybe it's the same way i feel for you...though u'll never know...i've hurt a soul because of that...and it's the biggest sin i've committed over all...no...it's not your fault...it's my own rashness...it's my own wishful thinking...luving you...is the only reason for my sanity...i wear a mask during the day...to mask my feelings...no one will ever know...how deeply i've fallen in luv with you...you've decided a shield of ignorance...casted a barrier...forever in which i cannot pass...to go to you...to continue luving you...please do remember this one thing...i ask of you...there's a man...who loves you so much..there's a man..who can't even say I love you..by your side I put my hand out and at a path were you can always reach me I, who cherishes you more than myself, am with you...forever and ever...even if you don't know...even if u pretended not to know...ill always be behind you...saranghamnida Alice Lee...