Friday, July 24, 2009

Godbless You

I know he's your friend and everything, you've promised him and all that, but for once, you've seriously broken my heart. I know I'm the one who asked you about it, and maybe I deserved it. I never knew it could happen, never wanted it ever, but you've broken my heart.

In pieces, fragments, you may ask me why, what did you do wrong, you did NOTHING wrong, trust me. But if you knew, if you cared, if you knew it was what I didn't really like of all things, if I really mattered to you, if you could have just told me beforehand, although I know it may not be necessary to you, then maybe things could have turned out differently.

People move on all the time, for some, it may be slower, for some others, it just takes a day. You always tell me action speaks louder than words, well, if that's the case, I don't know what to believe anymore.

I wondered at that moment, at the moment you told me about it, have you already moved on? Have you gave up on us already? Is there nothing in me that could have held you back? Well, yes or no, your actions have spoken, as clear as ever, to me.

And at that moment, my heart shattered, all my beliefs burst, everything I have trusted, just fell down, just like that.

Love you still, no matter what. I really don't know why.

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