Why?

why can't I do it?
why can't I forget?
everywhere I go,
everything I do,
your shadow is there,
your scent is there,
your image,
your touch,
your memory,
i'm going insane by the minute,
thought i could do it,
thought i could put you to the back of my mind,
what can i do??

I seriously miss you a lot,
wanna call you,
but,
I know I shouldn't,
God, i'm really pathetic.

I still love you. But, do you still?
Stupid question, I know.