As Long As You're Happy, What Else Matters?

what is it about the whole affair that i care so much? what is it about everything that i think too much? we discussed about it today, why can't we ever have a normal friendship? why can't we get along normally? You told me it was because I liked you, it was because I have feelings for you. well, maybe it is, maybe it's because of that, I don't really know. I'm already dead tired trying to find the reason, trying to contemplate everyday, trying this, trying that. And I still can't find the answer. maybe I've tried the wrong approach. maybe I've tried the wrong way. maybe I should just do what i vowed to do all along, to go with the flow, to watch you go through life's many chapters, not to pressure you with anything regarding our complicated relationship. I got jealous, I admit. I realized it now. Shouldn't have stooped so low, shouldn't have did what I wasn't supposed to do, should not have risen to the bait, not to take it to heart, whatever it is that I knew would cause me heart-ache.

I know now I guess. since I gave you my life, I shall live this way. This is the path I chose, this is the road that I shall take. Whoever drops by in your life, even if it was just for a moment, or even it is forever, as long as you're happy, what else matters? =)

I love you.