Thank You For Everything

after last night, everything became clear to me. everything I've lived for, was gone. you've gave up on our love, to you, it wasn't important anymore. at that moment when you said that you could never fall for me ever again, I knew I've lost you. I knew then that I must've hurt you too deep, must've forced you to give up on me. why? why make me do the toughest decision of my life? you said that it was all my doing, you said I let you go away, you said to not wait for something which has no ending, all I can tell you is, when you've met your one true love, it's not that simple to just let it go.

I know I'm not the one for you, I knew that all along, I know you've once loved me as much as I do, but why ask me to let it go? if love is so much a burden for you, why did you ever love? when you're sure that you've met your true love, how can you ever see someone else in the same light again? You're too precious to lose, believe me.

你说过，世上最悲哀的不是生老病死，不是最遥远的距离，而是你爱的人在你面前却不知道你爱他。 这句话说得对啊， 可惜的是，我却不是你爱的人。

you said you would never fall for me again even if I changed, you said it was all in vain, you think I don't know that? you said loving someone forever was childish, if that's what you think, then you probably have not understood what true love is. some people wait all eternity to find their one true love, I thank God to have let me found mine so soon. =)

I once told you, 'you don't marry someone you can live with,you marry the person who you cannot live without. and if the person you cannot live without lives with another, you live alone till the end.' believe me, this is too true.

I may not have known it would become this way the first time i met you, but I never regretted making the decision that you were my one and only soul-mate forever. I love you for who you are, no matter how you may be.

I vowed to keep you in my heart forever, and I shall keep that promise till the end. whatever that may separate us,either by fate,or by destiny, my love for you is forever,and ever..without an end.

everything that I've done for you, I just hope you knew, all i ever hoped for was your understanding, that through these gestures, was the only way for me to show my love for you, without destroying the relationship and trust that we have built during those times we shared, those memories we cherished.

放掉你的诀定，不是我想要做的，不过如果不说，你却要和我断绝关系，在那种情况下，我却能如何呢？我不能和你断掉我们唯一存在的关系，为有保持这样。

希望你明白，爱，虽然不是生活上的全部，但它可是让人开心和开朗的唯一理由。给家人的爱，给爱人的爱，这些都是爱，如果只有一个，我怎样能开心呢？

I truly thank you from the deepest corners of my heart for everything that you've given me, all the precious memories, all the love that you've shown me. it's enough to last me forever, who would have thought 41 days of love was all I needed for a lifetime?..XD

My last prayer of all, is this. It is useless to say it,I know, but it rises out of my soul. For you,and for any dear to you, I would do anything. I would embrace any sacrifice for you and for those dear to you. Try to hold me in your mind, at some quiet times, as sincere in this one thing I ask of you. The time will come when new ties will be formed about you； ties that will bind you yet more tenderly and strongly to your home. When the picture of the person you call your soul-mate looks up in yours, when you see your own bright beauty spring up anew in your blessed children, think now and then that there is a man who would give his life to keep a life you love beside you..my love..for all eternity. So, as long as you're happy, what else matters? =)

I hope you know, to be loved is a blessing, to love is not a sin. Love is everything someone needs, Love for your family, Love for your friends, and your special one. Don't say love is nothing, Love may give you the strength to live and to face problems, Love may also take away life. Hence, learn how to love, and be loved, Learn how to say 'I Love You'...Because you won't know what will happen the next minute, you might not have the chance to tell him or her how much you once loved or cherished them in your life. I promised you that I would be happy, I shall keep that promise..as long as you keep smiling, as long as you stay happy, I would be happy too. =)

Why has it begun? When will it ever end? When will all this madness become an end? Suffering ceaselessly through the times, wondering where's the exit, it's only a matter of time, though it feels like it will never go away, it's just a waste of time, and it's not my line, the great burden it contains, i never dreamed i would retain, how can i throw it away? When all it does is stay and stain? Though stupid it may sound, but memories it contains, precious to me it is, but it's not a bliss, it's a fantasy, never a reality, so it will never come around, why am I dwelling? In this never-ending story? Where there is nothing of use, drowning in the pool of sadness, where there is nothing but despair, one day it will crumble, sadly with me, if i do not get out of it, as quickly as time allows me..

I love you, I loved you before, I love you now, and till the ends of time for me, I will still love you. I stay true in this one oath that I've taken a long time ago, it stays, it stays, till my heart stops beating.

take care & follow your heart wherever it takes you k?..^.^