You may be gone, but I know you're still there.

told myself not to,
told myself never again,
but why?
why does the sight of your face,
why does your scent,
your touch,
brings back a thousand memories,
brings me back in time.

i close my eyes,
savoring the moment,
never wanting it to disappear.

i tell myself,
that its gone,
that it may never come back,
you,
my lifeline,
my lifetime,
is somewhere out there,
i lost it on my own accord,
let it go away without tying a line,
my heart keeps telling me to calm down,
to accept fate as it is,
but,
uncontrollable reactions in me,
tells me you're still there,
still somewhere nearby,
telling me to hold on,
to catch hold,
where are you?

i seem to have lost you.
but the feeling, the love,
was never gone.

love you for all eternity.